it's been the worst fucking year

Nov. 11th, 2025 03:05 pm
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A year ago around now or a bit earlier or later Kevin was probably telling me he was going to take a nap. I was distracted and hyperfocused on projects all day. I probably should've checked on him sooner when he didn't come upstairs to make supper.

I thought about waking him up to show him a graphic I worked on. God I posted a ton on November 11, 2024 I was posting thread after thread on Bluesky about things. (sigh.)

if i make it through this day i will have made it a year without him and that seems fake and like it should not be a thing.
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Canadian humor!



Who got why this is funny? Who didn't get why this is funny?
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Not to be confused with the royal sanctuary, the current royal chapel is a small room off the reception chamber. Visitors are more than welcome to enter here while awaiting the Jackal or his High Lord, but they are asked to maintain a reverent atmosphere.

Quite deliberately, the royal chapel is not dedicated to any one god or goddess. Instead, it is intended as a place where visitors may revere whoever or whatever they hold highest.

To aid in this reverence, the small chapel - barely big enough for four people to stand in - is crammed with sacred objects from around the world.

Directly above the tiny altar are the masks of the Seven Gods and Goddesses of Koretia. These are used as an aid to prayer by Koretians, who touch the masks during their worship. Visitors are asked not to touch the masks unless they wish to pray to the Koretian gods and goddesses. In particular, one of the masks belongs to the Jackal himself. Parents may wish to distract their children at this point, for some young children find the Jackal's mask especially frightening.

A nearby fipple flute is a gift of the lately deceased Royal Bard of Daxis. Although the harps played by bards are Daxis's most sacred instrument, ordinary Koretians play simpler instruments to their goddess the Song Spirit, such as the fipple flute.

At the other end of the chapel, sitting on a table, is an open copy of The International Law, whose roots lie in the Chara's law. The purpose of the International Law is to keep harmony between the Three Lands. The book was given as a present by the late Chara of Emor; this particular volume is specially scribed, with many beautiful illustrations of scenery in the Three Lands.

A tapestry hanging on the wall is a recent donation from the Duke of the Hunting Federation on the eastern mainland. It shows the blood-lineage of the Duke, all the way back to the earliest years of the eastern mainland. As I need not tell any visitor from the eastern mainland, eastern mainlanders regard blood-lineages as even more hallowed than Koretians and Daxions do. This deeply sacred object is intended as a gift of friendship between the Hunting Federation and the Three Lands.

Finally, on a small ledge you will find a tiny set of northern animal sculptures, carved by Arpeshian artists. The carvings are intended to represent the faiths of the people of Emor's Dominion of Arpesh, as well as the the people of the northern mainland nations. Like northern mainlanders, Arpeshians venerate animals, but unlike the northern mainlanders, Arpeshians direct their veneration toward works of art such as this.

Visitors who have studied the political divisions of the Great Peninsula often ask why the chapel contains no objects from Emor's Dominion of Marcadia. The absence is deliberate. Until very recently, Marcadians were forbidden by Emorian law from worshipping their own gods. Although that prohibition has been lifted in the most recent Emorian edition of the Chara's laws, it is likely to be many years before the Marcadians are able to re-establish contact with their gods. Until that time, their wretched state of spiritual emptiness is represented by the lack of Marcadian sacred objects in this chapel.

[Translator's note: The Marcadians' quest for their gods can be found as a subplot in Empty Dagger Hand.]

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I've got a "milestone" birthday coming up and I bought myself a birthday gift of something I've wanted for a long time: the complete Red Green DVD collection -- yep, all 300 episodes! And [personal profile] amedia made a whole bunch of Red Green icons for me (one of which you see here).

A big TYK to [personal profile] amedia for the timely icons!
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Loyal Revenge


ONLINE E-BOOK (html, epub, mobi, pdf, and xhtml)

Free at my website.


Empty Dagger Hand (The Three Lands). Dolan is a quiet young man who spends his days working as a scribe. So why does he carry a hidden dagger?

New installment:

Side story | Loyal Revenge. His loyalty and his wickedness have come into conflict with each other.


EARLY ACCESS

My readers at Patreon and Ream get the first look at Flight Through the Forest (The Thousand Nations: The Motley Crew #2). That novella will go into general release next month.


BLOG FICTION

Tempestuous Tours (Crossing Worlds: A Visitor's Guide to the Three Lands #2). A whirlwind tour of the sites in the Three Lands that are most steeped in history, culture, and the occasional pickpocket.

New installment:


NEWS & UPCOMING FICTION

I'm sorry for posting so little online fiction last month; I spent all month struggling to transfer computers, so that I could retain/regain laptop access to the web, which I managed to achieve at the beginning of this month. Fortunately, I was able to edit and lay out "Flight Through the Forest" on my old laptop in the meantime.

The novella Heir (The Three Lands: Blood Vow side story) is up next on my release schedule. If you started reading Chronicles of the Great Peninsula during the last few years, here's your chance to meet several of Dolan's kinfolk, back when they were young. If you've been reading Chronicles of the Great Peninsula for a while now, here's the return of the characters from The Fire Before, fourteen years later. If you're a careful reader of Chronicles of the Great Peninsula, you know what's about to happen to the town of Valouse.


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Thinking of absent friends as the moon turns full and the year turns to winter.

Death and the Moon

                        (for Catherine Marcangeli)

The moon is nearer than where death took you
at the end of the old year. Cold as cash
in the sky's dark pocket, its hard old face
is gold as a mask tonight. I break the ice
over the fish in my frozen pond, look up
as the ghosts of my wordless breath reach
for the stars. If I stood on the tip of my toes
and stretched, I could touch the edge of the moon.

I stooped at the lip of your open grave
to gather a fistful of earth, hard rain,
tough confetti, and tossed it down. It stuttered
like morse on the wood over your eyes, your tongue,
your soundless ears. Then as I slept my living sleep
the ground gulped you, swallowed you whole,
and though I was there when you died,
in the red cave of your widow's unbearable cry,

and measured the space between last words
and silence, I cannot say where you are. Unreachable
by prayer, even if poems are prayers. Unseeable
in the air, even if souls are stars. I turn
to the house, its windows tender with light, the moon,
surely, only as far again as the roof. The goldfish
are tongues in the water's mouth. The black night
is huge, mute, and you are further forever than that.


— Carol Ann Duffy
from Feminine Gospels
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Mini WriMo on LJ -- minimum 100 words a day for 30 days -- is open for signups from now until November 10th.

Mini WriMo 2025 Welcome Post

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Thank you kindly to [personal profile] james and to [personal profile] dine for Halloween cards, and to [personal profile] noxelementalist for the art postcard.

Stuck in Paradise for the Foreseeable

Oct. 29th, 2025 05:16 pm
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So, as I mentioned in my Festivids letter, I am currently in Hawaii. Hilo to be specific. I have been here since October 10th and I genuinely have no idea when I'll get to go home.

My mother was diagnosed with congestive heart failure five years ago, but this fall she got significantly worse and also developed pneumonia. She was in the hospital for two and a half weeks and is now in a short-term rehab working on getting back her ability to do exciting things like walking across a room without getting shaky-legged and out of breath and using the bathroom unaided.

I'm in an itty bitty postage stamp sized airbnb room in Hilo, since my mom's place is a nearly two-hour drive away. I can't go home until we figure out what happens next for my mom. I don't think she can go back to the place she's been sharing with my sister. My sister is also disabled and not really able to help my mom with stuff, their tiny house is cramped and crowded, has built-in steps and is a constant tripping hazard, and honestly my mom and sister are driving each other completely mad.

Hawaii is beautiful and all, there are certainly worse places I could be stuck indefinitely, but I really want my own bed and my own spouses and my own pets and my own time zone.

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